A love story, a modern nightmare and an honest and incisive portrayal of a woman who honours her husband's wish to die and finds herself in the dock for murder.
When Deborah reluctantly helps her beloved husband Neil end his life and conceals the truth, she is charged with murder. As the trial unfolds and her daughter Sophie testifies against her, Deborah, still reeling with grief, fights to defend her actions.
Twelve jurors hold her fate in their hands, if found guilty she will serve a life sentence. Deborah seeks solace in her memories of Neil and their children and the love they shared.
An ordinary woman caught up in an extraordinary situation.
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I have just finished reading this and boy was it good!! One of my favourite reads of the year without a shadow of a doubt.
I came across it not long after reading Me Before You by JoJo Moyes earlier on in the year. That book blew me away and when I stumbled across this and read the back cover I thought I'd give it a try. This is nothing like Me Before You. Yes its about a man who wants to kill himself but that's the only similarity.
I hadn't heard of Cath Staincliffe before but she's a crime writer who has even wrote hit crime dramas for ITV. Therefore I wouldn't class this as chick lit or romance unlike Me Before You.
The story is based around Deborah who assisted in the suidice of her husband who was dying of motor neurone disease and the court case surrounding it. There are flash backs and memories of her life with her husband and family before all this happened throughout the court hearing. Staincliffe paints a clear picture of what it must be like in real life to be behind bars and standing trial in court for murder.
I didn't know much about motor neurone disease before this but Staincliffe has really done her research. The writing is fantastic. Not too much of a heavy read or too taxing but not light hearted at the same time. A good balance.
Your husband is wasting away and getting weaker by the day. His loosing the function of his arms / legs and eventually runs the chance of choking on his own saliva as well as loosing the ability to be able to talk. There is no cure and within the space of 4-6 years from diagnosis he will die. He doesn't want to end up in a hospice but wants to die in his bed with his wife of 30+ years beside him and wants to choose the right moment before he deteriorates too much.
The question is what would you do if in the same situation???
It really makes you think. Face a life behind bars for murder by carrying out the wish of your dying husband or watch him deteriorate knowing it's not what he wants and that he doesn't want to be here. I urge you to read and make up your own opinion!!!
I cannot wait to read another of her books 5*+ from me!!