Nightwish

Hey again, kelz0r is back... um...kjacko...

I know, and then he tries to be all nice. But to me that feels like such a lie I mean some of the stuff he says, its like he cares more about her than us. It is really frustrating and I don't know what to do. If i bring it up he says that we have sorted it, but how can it be sorted if its playing on my mind the way that it is and is making me feel this way?

It might be...or maybe that I just seem to get the impression that he doesn't really care much...

Oooo and yes, I do tend to find that loud outgoing lads are actually much friendly than a lot of the old people I serve. Even the children I serve have really good manners

Aww thats a shame but yay for walks

It is actually quite suprising the way how people treat you differently though. Sometimes I have quite snobbish people come over and blank me, then ask me a question like will the store be open on a bank holiday or something like that and I just tell them I don't know as I only work weekends, so then they ask why and I say I'm a student and they instantly warm up to you. I really hate that.

I will never get my car I've failed my test 3 times already because I always hit something when I reverse.

Things aren't going great. My boyfriend should be here around 9ish but I am really worried. I don't know why. I just feel so down and really ill

Well make sure you are friendly to the person on the checkouts Seriously it pisses me off when people are so rude and up themselves, and then you get the whole "it is all your fault" ****. *rolls eyes* Yes, someones card was declined and it was automatically my fault. My supervisors are really quite lazy and take at least 10minutes to come over when you need them, but of course that is my fault too. I do all I can and even try and phone them. Its not my fault if they won't answer and its not like I can just walk away from the till either because then I will be seen as needing to be re-trained.

It is a sucky job, and if your job hunt doesn't work out so well just don't go down the supermarket route. The moneys I have I'm not supposed to be spending anyways It is for my driving lessons/tests and a car when I have passed which will never happen.

Hope you have a really lovely time this weekend Meeeeep! Walking to the forest, my favourite

I'm not too bad thankies, been attempting some Uni work today. My friends mum works as an SEN coordinator at a seconday school and she is happy to have me come and get some experience So I am doing my research so at least it will look like I know what I am doing and talking about. Plus it is part of one of my modules next year

Yus you should go visit during the weekend I wish I had my weekends free, I have had to abandon them the past 2 years while I work at...Morrisons...:'( and now I am reminded about it again as...food...shopping :'( so dreading tomorrow when I have to see that place again.

I really do like glasses on other people, and on some people they look rather hot! But they really don't suit me at all, and they are a pain to keep cleaning! *little angry woman waving a rolling pin*

Umm is it so bad that from now on I go and see whatever film he wants to see?

I don't fuss too much with breakfast, usually I get up too late and I'm such a clean freak that showers have to come before anything, so I never manage to have any so usually when walking round I end up feeling too dizzy. Oh and bookstores make me like that as well. I am short sighted so too much writing around me is a blur but I hate wearing my glasses, they really don't suit me Driving is different though, I am such a danger while wearing glasses I dread to think what I am like without! It was my driving and not being able to read the board in Uni lectures that made me decide to get tested.

Hows you today?

Some crime isn't too bad. I never thought I would like it at all. I don't even like crime TV shows, but my nan got me a book that wasn't on my book list and it wasn't really that bad so I might look into giving some more a go in the future ^^

Oh yes, I have loved vampires since I was a kid! Anything spooky I love. But vampires are meant to be sexy

I always like giving different stuff a go, never tried anything old yet. I keep thinking about it but put it off Oh and yes, vampires are the best

I haven't read it yet but it is one of those books I really want to get from the library

And because my reply was way too long, its continued, whoops.

Oooo, good news is they didn't end up going to the cinema together ^^ my bfs had anxiety for a few years and he got it quite bad before setting out so he didn't bother going. I do wonder if this means I won't have to worry about something like this again, them two going out together that is...

Surely you must have heard of Meadowhall! It is a huge shopping centre in Sheffield and that is all I know about the place Noooo shopping is evil. I don't mind shopping for books, games or pretty cool stuff like the fairies, but clothes shopping! Argh! My mum always manages to drag me thinking I actually like it. I have got good, I know one shop in Derby that I will find something in every time so whenever I clothes shop now it is quite quick because I only bother going there ^^ My mum is bad, typical womens shopper. Finds something she really likes but won't buy it incase there is something better in another shop and a few hours later she drags me back to buy it. Shopping makes me moody and people have to remember that I need feeding! My mum loses all sense of time so half the time we completely miss lunch. And yes it is weird for a guy My boyfriend is the same though He loves it! He doesn't buy much but he can spend hours!!

I think my Twilight obsession is back...I couldn't help but start re-reading it...whoops!

Yous?

We have an odd understanding of I won't talk to you and you don't talk to me back I like it that way, but I can't believe that half of them already have children! I feel like a late starter, haha!

Is it so bad that I had to google Cheshire? My direction is appalling. When I was in my early teens I met a guy in Spain who came from Sheffield. He said it was cool that we lived close by and I was thinking where the hell is Sheffield?! Lol, yet my parents always dragged me to Meadowhall! Hate shopping, lol.

Ooo so you do know where Derby is then! Yus, Belper is between Derby and Matlock. The amount of times school took us on trips to Matlock Seriously I am shocked. I go to Derby Uni and half the people there don't know where Belper or Matlock is, just drive along the A6 (I think!! I have poor direction) and you reach Belps first

The people who pissed me off in the past though, sometimes I have to serve them at work That is so uncomfortable! Work can't pay me enough money though to ever be polite to them

I know what you mean! I must abuse my facebook by not putting up 100 or so pictures from one night out or updating my status every damn minute. It is just there to contact friends I am no facebook 'lady of the night', lol!

Peoples status at the moment is driving me insane! This one guy from University wrote "R.I.P MICHAEL JACKSON il av a few shots 2moz in ur name......" He didn't even know him or like him, and to be honest looks a bit pathetic to me.

The best thing is people who bullied me in school try to keep adding me. Why would I accept their add?

And fairies are beautiful ^^ There is this shop I go to in Derby and they have gorgeous fairies! If I had my own way all of them would be in my room right now But then again if I had my own way I would own the Disney store!!! Noooo, I would make Disney films that are just as good as the classics

But fairies and elves are wonderful and the insane fairy and insane elf is really me so they have to be wonderful!

Typical, my only myspace friend will take ages everyones ran away over to facebook! I cannot be doing with the constant updates every 10 minutes whereas myspace is peaceful!

I've just seen a clip of the Weasley twins joke shop and Ron trying to haggle with them

Ahh, found you Don't worry, I give up with mine and all the profile bit, everythings always changing and I can't be bothered updating it.

She is deadly, but the highest I can level her up to is 60, does that sound worse?

Do you have Myspace?

Yes we fairies are pretty crazy but generally happy Eeee I want to be Tinkerbell! I am harmless enough but keep my level 49 elf hunter with me pretty close for back up Alahria is pretty mean with her bow. Ahh the sadness of online gaming...

Disney rules! I would love to work in the Disney store Whenever I go in I am picking up the cute little teddies that people have dropped on the floor. I am a big softy Actually my room doesn't look like it belongs to a person whos 20 in a few weeks! Disney teddies everywhere. Even in my picture I have a Pooh Bear mug haha, and now I will be worried that you are out to kill me with all the crazy stuff you have running around your head But I have fairy power! Mwhahaha, full of all nice things.

And how long it is. It was only 2 questions on the WW1 literature but it was 3 hours long I can remember it so clearly and I'm coming up to my final year in Uni! Actually that is scary, I like the education setting and don't know how well I would cope on my own in this world :'(

Exercising at this time of night?! Some people and their track of time eh?

Funny thing is on the digitalspy site, on the most popular celebrities today list half of the Big Brother house is mentioned They really are not celebrities! Argh they are so desperate going on a show like that. The other day I caught them watching it they were drawing on each others bums! You couldn't pay me to do anything like that on TV :|

Noooo another gory DVD before bed It is a good thing you are a guy. I watched Ringu before bed and couldn't sleep so I put The Little Mermaid on instead That is quite embarrassing actually, lol.

It was so hard. The amount of extra literature we had to read in our spare time. I admit I did end up keeping some of the books we were given because I loved them and knew I would re-read them one day

My evenings not bad, it has been a lazy day today so thats how this evening is staying, lazy with a few glasses of wine and a good book later. Was scared going downstairs and catching my parents watching BIG BROTHER how could they?!

How is your evening going?

I live in Belper, small town in Derbyshire. Not sure if you have heard of that either It is quite close to Nottingham!

I honestly can't say if it was, but looking around we saw plenty of other places to eat What did he expect us to do?! Buy some frozen food and cook it out in the street Actually, now theres an idea! We got lost as well and was almost late back. Then we had to listen to this woman talk about our A-Level paper on WW1 literature, which we already knew about because we had been over the paper so many times in class. It was a pointless trip, we could have stayed out in the street and had fun!

I am trying not to think of Slayer at all...Raining Blood on Guitar Hero on EASY mood gives me nightmares :'(

It is brilliant I can imagine it was painful! I am never doing that again! :'( I don't have the balls to push back

A funny thing that happened when Nightwish played Bloodstock was this guy was pushing past us all and stopped infront of me. He was really close and headbanging and leaning right back so his afro kept hitting me in the face. Of course it was annoying me. I ended up putting my hands infront of my face and clawing at his hair whenever he did it. And it was so luggy it must have hurt He did go after that so I don't mind thatI was immature

You live in Manchester?! We had an English Lit trip there!! Our mini bus ended up breaking down half way there and our teacher was just as scary as what Snape seemed to Harry in his first potions lesson We got lost once we got there too! Me and a friend wanted to get some lunch and asked a guy where we could get some from, obviously thinking of a cafe or chippy, and he took us to Somerfields!