Weave

No problem, I know it tough for you right now, the only piece of advice I can give is that you need to try and be strong for your mum's sake, she will probably need to see that you are coping ( I know my mum did: she found some peace of mind thinking that I would be ok) you can fall to pieces, cry, scream, rant and generally lose control in private. I know my mum felt terrible guilt,that she was putting me through such heartache, like it was something she could control, ( Mums , what are they like !! ) I wrote a poem after I lost her ( it's with one of the pics on my profile) it sums up what I felt at the time. I wish I could make your pain disappear. You are doing great so far, keep smiling as best you can.

Big hugs & don't let life grind you down

Bev XX